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I've been trying to find Waterfiish . That's where I've been. With nothing but a false name, and a picture of a man he never was. His absence tore me in a way no other person had before. You see, when I was most active as an artist on DeviantART, I was at my most vulnerable stage in my adolescence. I lived in my own world, shunned by the one I was born into. I longed for an epic romance, adventure, and friendship. I found friendship here for the first time.

My life was turbulent; I suffered from depression and ostracism. The words of Waterfiish kept me from ending my own life on a tumultuous Thursday evening. He healed me, made me a better person, and became my one ally in the world.

And then he left. Dissappeared. He's gone forever.

I've tried everything. I learned how to code to try to hack his DA and his email just for more information. I contacted private investigators. I even found the man in the pictures he had uploaded so long ago. They are not the same person, and that person could not help me.

So I have given up. Resigned. I'm done with all of that nonsense now. He might as well be dead. He is dead.

I've grown up. I'm heading off to college the antithesis of the fifteen-year-old you met all those years ago. I'm in a committed relationship with someone I love, and I've gotten psychiactric help for my problems.

I'm not the same person, but the challenge of finding that man still nags at my mind like an incessant leech. Like a tumor.

And now you know where I've been all these years.

I've been growing up.
  • Listening to: Barber
  • Reading: Rosencrantz & Guildenstern Are Dead
  • Watching: House


Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Hi deviantART,
My name is apparently grammatically incorrect.

Current Residence: Where the Valkyries live.
Favourite genre of music: Indie and Classical
Favourite style of art: Surrealist/Impressionist.
Operating System: VISTAH!FAIL.
MP3 player of choice: Nate, my iPod.
Shell of choice: Gift-Shop shells!
Wallpaper of choice: Photoshopped failure.
Skin of choice: Jude Law. :3
Favourite cartoon character: Too difficult. Brain overload.
Personal Quote: "There is a huge difference in those who are not understood and those who are misunderstood.&am

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SasuNaruKiss Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave =)
RosettaFrost Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave :D!
sorett Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2010  Student Photographer
Thanks or the :+fav: :)
therudimentary Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem! :D
cable9tuba Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2010
thanks for the fav :)
MucicaMacica Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2010   Photographer
therudimentary Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem. :)
ArtOriginal Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2010  Professional Photographer
thank you for the fave°
therudimentary Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem! :D
Lion-Heart-Studio Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2010  Professional Photographer
Thanks for the favs
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